Im so bummed. My original weigh in abouta week ago was 130.6. I have done REALLY well every day and kept under 1000 cals all but one day that was still less than 1500. My weigh in today was 130.2 …what the hell!
I’m so bummed. it should motivate me more but when this is for nothing its hard to be motivated. Granted I haven’t been working out because I literally have NO time, im in finals right now..but ugh! .4 pounds in a week?
i just want to be beautiful
well last night i had some pizza for dinner .. 3 small slices. so today i had a bagel with low fat whatever margarine, a pack of goldfish (130 cals), an ice tea(70 cals) a coffee, and then for dinner 1 small slice of pizza. I also just had one beer… because i wanted one.
so i hope that’s okay. It seems like a lot for today …
i wish i had become an actress. It was a dream of mine when I was younger but something happened and I got off course and pursued academia instead. I’ve alwasy wanted to do it.. and I really wish now that I had. I’m 20 years old and it seems too late. I’ve never had any formal training and I’m not as attractive as most actresses.. and I’m in line to get into medical school or another really good graduate science program so it seems like an unwise choice to pursue it. It’s just one of those things I’ve always dreamed of doing.. but i dont even know that i would like it.
said no to mcdonalds twice this week =) so proud.
yesterday i had more than i have in the past few days but overall not bad. i was going to go out and didnt so that probably saved me over 1000 calories in alcohol! haha.
today i’ve had a bowl of granola cereal with 0% milk and a snackpack of goldfish, and a green tea. for dinner i’ll probably have steamed green beans and a piece of salmon. im not going to weigh myself for a few more days, just going to keep it to once a week. i tend to get too obsessive over numbers - id rather obsess with how it looks.
this woman is a goddess. i want to look exactly like her
i ended up having a blt on whole wheat with no mayo and took out half the bacon.. haha. i also had a medium regular coffee. it’s almost 5 pm and that’s all i’ve had today. if i cant hold off and keep it at that, i’ll have some steamed green beans but.. I think that’s all I’ll have. =)
.. i got a grande skinny vanilla latte with 2 pumps sugar free vanilla from starbucks , and didn’t have the green beans. needed a coffee to keep doing homework. had a bag of smart pop 100 cals + a bit of light margarine..
over all for sure under a thousand cals today, cant complain cuz i was never even hungry really.
only have had a pack of goldfish snacks ~ 100 cals today. I only weigh 130.5 which was really surprising to me i had expected to be over 135! So that was good news this morning. and my tummy is looking extra flat from such a low intake for the last few days. I will probably have some steamed green beans with oil and garlic for dinner, and if im still hungry later a can of tuna with a rice cake. =)
i had a turkey ranch sandwhich and a coffee today… about an hour ago i had some rice cake, like 1.5 maybe? about that. hoping to just have some steamed greenbeans for dinner and then have that be all for today =)